Photographer:Glamour Shots MOA | Model:Kouwai Potocnik | 4th Grade
"It started off with one little photo shoot and now look where I am now. I can look in the mirror and say I'm beautiful and I'm ready to help others feel beautiful too. " - Kouwai Potocnik
This is where it all began. This is the day I realized I would become a model some day and show people that beauty is not your height, your shape or a "certain category". I'm 18 years old. I'm 5'6 and I'm African-American/Asian. I think girls like me should be fashion models or runway models if we wanted to be. Why not!?
As a child I was a tom boy and different from the others. I was always made fun of every single day because I looked different. I didn't have the best clothes, the best friends, or the best life of that matter. But, I never really let it get to me. My whole life has been drama and negativity. Trying to fit in wasn't an option. Things at home wasn't so great. My mom was unhappy with her life and we never really had a good relationship until now. We were moving house to house or should I say basement to basement. We've had so much help from friends to get us back on our feet and I'm so blessed for that. I've been through things you wouldn't really imagine.. Having a drunk/pot head living in our home, sexual abuse, screaming & arguments every night, runaways, wanting to commit suicide and living in fear for some years.
I love this photo because it reminds me of how strong I was. I always had faith that things would get better. I always had a guardian angel on my side. Things were really starting to get better when John Stepped in. John is a really close friend from the family, he's been in my life ever since I was a baby. He really helped me through everything I been through and helped us get back on our feet. Not only that, when my mom met Bill (her husband) she was a whole new person and became one of the most positive people I know today. Things really started to become a fairy tail when I met the love of my life (Trae).When I met him I wanted to do more, I wanted to achieve more and I wanted to make a difference.. I'm more happier then I've ever been. I regret nothing and I'm not ashamed of my past.
So, I'm just going to keep looking forward and do everything I possibly can. Not only modeling but, music, photography, acting, designing, owning my own business. There's so much I want to do! So I'll end this off with a small note, live life loving what you do, who you are and where you stand!